About way more than usual. Most of the time I think I just care too much, and funnily enough my therapist diagnosed me with exactly that. Ironically, the people I once cared to impress always labelled me with the hamartia of not caring enough. How it would be my reason for failure…
Life is a battle of perspectives after all.
& I’ve known this fact from before I really knew who I was blessed to be/come. As long as I don’t lie to myself I’ll persevere with clarity. I’ll see success. Not just me, you too.
It’s all a test of grit and endurance..you say you want a different life than the one you’ve been dealt. But how far are you willing to go to create that reality.. How much of your comfort are you willing to sacrifice? When you’re giving everything you have to give and you’re still being told it’s not enough… Will you continue?
Because the goal isn’t just to be acknowledged and clapped for by peers. It’s to enable change for yourself and everything that comes thereafter you. With every endeavour, the validation needs to come from yourself. Otherwise you’ll eventually lose sight of why you started. & that’s when it becomes hard to continue. When your journey’s success is only measured by the external.
Half these people don’t actually know you… Even your friends met you 10 years ago. There’s versions of you that existed before your friendship, that they probably couldn’t even imagine. So you can’t give people that much power. I’ve always felt people will only ever know you as well as the ideology they’ve created of you in their head…Entirely built off of their perspective of life and your behaviour. So let’s let that go from now.
Anyway before I keep going…Just remember this. Nothing happens to you in this life. God has handcrafted every situation and emotion for you to personally experience, and every single experience is crafted to aid your specific journey. How you alchemise from each scenario will in turn reflect your readiness for what you’re grafting for.
and ask yourself this. If I had everything I wanted at this present moment, would I be able to hold it…Would I be able to maintain it as my own? Become the version of you that can hold it and multiply it.
Kisses from DAYSH X
End of my ted talk lol.